Saturday, November 14, 2009
11:22 AM
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One mistake is all that is needed to destroy everything.
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
9:47 PM
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All would have been great if I have......
Looking forward to the day I get rid of this feeling......
unfixed
incomplete
every single day
puzzle
broken
pieces
black and white
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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Monday, November 09, 2009
4:42 PM
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FRIENDS
Everyone is complain over the same reasoning. The fights, the arguements, the politics are on going and never ending. Everyone just hopes to change the present and hope it did be like before, perfect. I have always want to piece back the once blue and mighty sky but it is impossible with all the politics going on. The perfect picture can never be formed up with the current generation of kids.
Sadly, I felt that, I am part of the reason why things worsen. After my long dissappearance, it seems that everything have somewhat lost it's purpose. From the start, I have been trying to erase the idea of competition but I failed. I wasn't able to convince much that it isn't everything. Many people have pushed on with the aim of only winning the competition and I would say it is good, but after getting first position in competitions, people change. It was never the same as before. All arrogant and disrespectful, they spoilt the art.
The old friends who are always there with me, I dare to say, I brought them to fly, to dream. The beautifully illustrated picture of us all skating towards the jetty has always been in my heart. The current generations of people are somehow less daring, less adventurous. To move to soar, to dare to dream, without the embrace of your dreams, what is left is nothing more then a mere illusion in front of your eyes.
Most of the pillar of support are broken and the people that are left are only that few, that handful. Steven, Zac and maybe WilsonII. The thing that I could not understand is why people go kill themselves in alchohol? They say it is life, I say they are wasting their life. To be honest, looking at how everything is falling apart and seeing that people thinks that destroying their health is more interesting, I'm starting to despise them.
Love is spelt L-O-V-E which simply means it's nothing more then just another word in the dictionary. But the value that it contain is priceless for it is something that only our heart is able to read.
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
8:57 PM
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Ever dreamt of anything in your life and when it happened, you felt happy of course but slowly, you realise the after effect. To me, it no longer is a blessing and it seems more like a curse.
People changes with powers that are entitled to them. Maybe is the sudden responsibility that have changed the person but the main point is, changed. I used to scroll down my contact list on my handphone and I could easily pick out names to call, to sms. Finding people to go out with wasn't at all of any difficulty until recently.
I used to see a fire so big that it warmed the heart of others and what kept it going on is the oxygen and the firewood. The oxygen that represent us with our neverending support and the firewood, out efforts and heart. To be honest, it was never the best. The only thing that is supporting it is it's people. Now that the people have been neglected, all that are left is nothing but ashes. Scalded, burnt, charred.
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
12:14 AM
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Been a long time since I see someone 'new' in my tagboard. All along I thought my blog is rather dead and other then the few loyal people, no one will bother to even come and read. There isn't much interesting stuff in my blog. I must say, I am quite surprise and yeah, suddenly I am thinking of a whole lot of things.
Anyway, I wanted to blog about NS stuff. But now, I forgot what I wanted to blog, so well, I will just random talk about it. First of all, I am still not confident. I really wish NS can be over fast. There are a lot of things that is restricted every since i entered NS. Hair length, hair colour, poker cards, camera and many other things. haha.. I'm complaining about NS again.. =x whatever..
Am I a teamplayer? or am I a solo-ist? I don't know why but recently, I seems to be trying to be solo in everything I do. Work wise, I don't seems to be maximizing the usage of everyone. I am like trying to get things done all by myself. When there are doubts, I dare not ask for help from the people around me. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.. haha.. retarded..
There are so many people in this world but it feels like I am all alone. Feeling so empty despite all the people standing around me.
Am I drifting away from all my friends? or are my friends are all drifting away from me?
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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Friday, October 23, 2009
12:11 PM
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Just came back from my army cohesion thingy at one of the chalets in changi. It wasn't that bad, but I just ain't myself. Is this called grown up or what? I used to be a noisy senseless and full of rubbish person. Well, full of funny rubbish at least. But now, I am like a boring old man. Ya, what the hell.
I want to buy a weekend phone, or so called "ORD Phone". Should I? I am thinking what phone to buy also. I Phone? A lot of people is telling me to get I phone. Is it really so good? I wanted something with a good camera, so was thinking of Sony Ericsson C905 and W995i also. But I really don't know what to get. It's so damn hard to make up my mind.
BORED TO DEATH
I feel so.. I don't know how to describe this feeling. It's like I have got nothing to do at all. I am sitting down here, waiting for time to past and everyday I feel very much the same. No one to talk to, no one to go out with, no one to keep me company.
Sianz.. I can hear the thunder and I think it is going to rain le. -_- I think I am not skating for today. Perhaps town is a good idea afterall.
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
9:20 PM
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It is so hard to persuade, convince or whatever words you can think of. Somehow, I feel that people likes to wait for things to happen. Probably that's the reason why I kinda inculcate this habit of 'wandering' into myself. When people just ignore or give excuses not to go out, I did be lazy not to even persuade them anymore. As of now, I am lazy to even call people out to begin with. It's either I am being called or I will just go out myself and call the usual few and if they don't want to meet, I also don't really care. Reason is simple. If you are not interested, why should I persuade you out at all?
Life has been pretty dull for me. Work, go home, sleep. I don't get how people can take it doing nothing at home the whole day. If it's me, I did rather just go out alone and see people, or at least go East Coast Park to slack at Inline Culture shop. Actually, I feel that as IC is growing, it sort of lost the cosiness. The most important part is, the pride of being part of IC. I remember when I first wear the IC shirt, I was damn proud of it. It was mostly voluntary work. Events, shows, performances. I don't know if it's just me or it's still the same as before but the fire in everyone seems to be dying. Even the newer people who joined, their fire ain't strong at all. Maybe it was back then that it was the golden period for IC and now, that period is over. Anyway, I don't know why I side track till here. Yup, I can't stand being home doing nothing and maybe staring into the monitor.
I can't find my motivation in life. Inspiration too.. Am talking to jo lene in msn and she is reading my half done blog. ROAR~ =)
Anyway, I'm wondering how everyone is doing.. Most of my friends seems to be busy every single day. NS, studies, work. Seems like it will be hard to even find one day where everyone can meet up for maybe a movie, dinner, tour de orchard or whatever. Just to spend time together and talking cock together. Skating together to the jetty, sitting down and watching the stars and be happy just because we are all together.
Sometimes I wonder, is it people who don't understand me or is it me who don't understand people.
♥ F r o z e n P r i n c e ♥
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